Focus No really Focus.

What do you see when your life is shown to you with the microscopic details of God's eye. When all your missed marks stick out like stubbed toes at 2 am throbbing just to let you know its there. When your brokenness resembles shattered fragments of broken glass, once used to see clearly now only to be used as a looking glass into your own frailty. What do you see when your perception feels like a trip to a house of mirrors skewing your perception of truth and self image.... You wait. When God feels a million miles away you run, You catch his eyes and run, and red faced and gasping for air you realize you are chasing the one thing you cant catch... why because he catches you. In that moment you understand that that microscope was not to concentrate conviction no it was to focus his love and he was just trying to find the best place to pour it out in you.

This evening I had a knock your doors off God encounter. I guess I write when this happens which is weird because I really don't like to. You see I have really believe God meets you where your at. Tonight it was in the shower. As thick as the steam in the room I felt God wrap around me like a blanket. It was that focused love. I didn't feel broken. Quite the opposite I felt empowered to take on the world. This is amazing as I think I always desire that but have yet to live in that place 100% of the time. I am taking some time to really press in because I really feel in the next thirty days if I focus then I know God will show up and pour those experiences out in my every day life and the peoples around me.